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March 31st, 2006
10:09 pm [Link]	A year or so later.... As today has been grand, I am worried none the less. I first went to the doctor and their news had me terrified that I could suddenly be worried that I was going to die soon. Imagine, ME, dead, and so young! It came to that for me to realize that I really, do, enjoy living and experiencing life. Other than that, today was grand. My mother cut my hair, by FIVE inches and now I feel awesomely pretty with the hair. I drank wine and got high. I'm totally friendly, but I feel pretty fat right now because I haven't ran in two days and I have only eaten cookies today. COOKIES COOKIES COOKIES. fuck me fuck me fuck me. Other than that I cannot wait until summer, I cannot wait until APRIL 21, I hope I'm okay and the doctor calls with happy news not sad news. I hope I end up running tomorrow. I hope I do well on my test this monday and I hope I have a really really happy rest of this year. -Heather Current Mood: full (Leave a comment)
September 23rd, 2005
08:52 pm [Link]	I don't really know why I stopped using this, but maybe its because I like the look of xanga and others better. More colorful maybe? User friendly? I don't know. Maybe whatever. I'm so tired and I can't tell if I'm hungry or not. Current Mood: determined (1 comment \| Leave a comment)
January 26th, 2005
10:54 am [Link]	First... First break-up: last last may First screen name: louie2987 First self purchased album: sugar ray i think First pets: snowy, gypsy, tiger First piercing/tattoo: My ears when I was a baby First credit card: I don't think I want one of those. I like cash. First true love: tricks First enemy: i dont really know who my enemies are First musician you remember hearing in your house: roxy music Last... Last car ride: when pat took me to rvcc on monday Last kiss: monday Last good cry: i cant remember Last cigarette: Gross. Last library book checked out: the right to die Last movie seen: open water Last food consumed: french toast oatmeal and tea (its actually good!!) Last phone call: I LOST MY PHONE!!!! :( Last time showered: Yesterday Last shoes worn: haha my slippers, otherwise SHOES: boots and I wore them on Monday, today is Wednesday Last item bought: medicine Last disappointment: fucking health teacher and her ignorance Last time wanting to die: for real, when I was sick and in the car without medicine driving along somewhere in south africa, then when i got back, in math class when i was sick w/o medicine & the bell wouldnt ring Last time you swore: ^^^ Last shirt worn: inside out pink one i found on the floor this morning Last website visited: MIT free classes online Last thing you said: I'm not sick, that was hours ago after john came up, saw me drinking tea and asked if i was sick, geez i feel so lonely Last song you sang: miiia hee miaa hooo miia ha etc.. What... What is in your cd player?: basement jaxx, o-zone. and italian 1 What color socks are you wearing?: none What Color of underwear are you wearing? pink What's under your bed?: books, a lot of books What time did you wake up?: 9:47 :( my mom was playing the piano Future... Where do you want to go?: Wherever the wind takes me. What is your career going to be? I don't know Where are you going to live?: somewhere not here How many kids do you want?: uck idk What kind of car(s): my honda accord is working out just wonderfully Current... Current mood: lazy Current music: Nothing. Current hair: clean, unbrushed Current clothes: Pajamers. Current annoyance(s): being alone in my messy room Current longing: march cruise Current desktop picture: fishies Current book(s): life of pi Current time: 11:11 [get to know you] * Name: Heather * Age: 17 * Height: 5'10 about * Sign: gemini * Hair Color: Redish brown auburn I tink. * Eye Color: green. * Heritage: swedish, south african, german, scottish, french maybe * Birthplace: 2 hours away * Parents Name: linnea & graham * Parents Together?: ya [schooling] * Elementary School: i stole 25 cents for an ie cream bar! I didn't fit into the blond girl group or the brown haired group because i was dirty blond, and kindergarden was the first and only year I shared a school with my brother * Middle School: Central. * High School: cheap ppl who cancelled itv * College: rvcc * Favorite Elementary School Memory: meh i thought C meant a grade C and i always got them with a smily face so i thought it was a great grade but it meant correct * Favorite High School Memory: i dont know any Skipped a section, I'm getting tired.... skipped another geezi'm exhausted ok yeah sorry i'm done (Leave a comment)
August 3rd, 2004
03:09 am [Link]	One Month later... Here I am, in Max's room with Mattie. I plan to sleep in here, as he is sleeping somewhere else. Lets see, the ali G show has amused my boredom this morning. Ultimately speaking its hilariously funny. The wine tasting I win. I'm starving and I had two dinners, and a large portion of entemans danish. Large meaning, the whole box devoured to crumbs. Reno911 episode I find amusing at holiday inn or whatever it was: guy walking down street and talking to hookers, the cops come over ands ay what are you doing with these hookers, and the guy says well, its my birthday see? and they say so what that doesnt give you the right to break the law, and he says well i've never gotton with a girl and they ask wheres your mom, and he points over to the corner of the street, showing a mother waving in the minivan holding a video camera. The birthday guy says, see, my mom gave me a blank check for my birthday. So the cops say oh cool well, what kind do you want, asian... etc? and he says well, no actually i think my mom would want me to start with a jewish girl. So the cops say oh you want the asians though and tell the mom to follow them to a good jewish corner they know of, and everyone gets in the car and the cops say we can lose her on the way to the asian corner... ahhh that was amusing but sorry badly told. I'm exhausted lol Well then, lets start with my first trip of the summer. Las Vegas, Utah and Arizona. [Trip on the houseboat, was fun, almost got stuck sleeping at the marina overnight with a bunch of college aged kids no roads during a thunder storm with John, Chris, Heather and Andrea and had crazy dreams of which I have no time to write about at the moment but they include a bizarre disney world type place, oh crap I'm going to try to write about it I guess: "ITS disney world only with candy houses and yellow brick road type deal, I am walking around and I see people stealing all of these gold coins and I try to steal some too, its just something I need to do. But the guy who owns them catches me and says ok fine I'll let you go away as long as you can get me some diapers. For his baby and change the diaper. So i say okay I can do that, and then a massive wrestle guy wearing a mask and carrying a ghetty knife runs up and kills him and sees me and i run and he chases me and then i'm thinking oh no, bloody battle and running and jumping and he turns up in some type of box with his arms and head sticking out, and i'm just cutting him up with a samarai sword that i some how found, and hes laughing saying the only way to kill him is to cut off his head, so i do it and it falls to my feet, and then i look over at some other guy panting on the ground and ask him, can i cut off your hands, so that you wont be able to hurt me with a sword?" Then i wake up... sorry horrible described but its late and i'm tired and theres more to write about.... . Got rained on at night timeIt turns out, as we're riding back in the limo, ten days after we had started our trip, that John got married the first night we stayed there. At the Flamingo. To Andrea, who is now my sister, whose sister is my wifey, whose uncle is my uncle! Tio! Oh how exciting. But I must add my anger and disappointment that John kept such news from me for so long. Two days later, and I'm driving to South Carolina with Patrick by my side, with my family in the car ahead of me. We stop at a hotel, and I end up driving the whole way there. What great fun, finding a record player and jamming Mexicali. A four disc selection of gay fiesta music. And we dance. And I swim in the water, excited and shocked at my parents massive lenience. Before the dancing, before the mexicali and the driving, I had to go to RVCC and get my ID. After giving my name and license for spelling, the lady behind the counter shakes her head. Sorry I don't see you in the computer. I'm thinking back on the day when I got a letter saying congratulations mr. elizabeth heather, you are enrolled for the [...insert random words]. I mention this and she searches Heather as my last name. So, for many months I have apparently been enrolled as a MR. Heather, Elizabeth being my first name. Fixed that, with camila by my side and then took a picture. Now I'm home. Now I'm tired. Now I want to sleep with mattie. Hopefully this recapped my missing month allright.... Goodnight/morning everyone, sleep tight and gently heh Current Mood:* satisfied Current Music: James Lavelle is going through my head... (1 comment \| Leave a comment)
June 1st, 2004
03:11 pm [Link]	yay for memorial day weekend birthdayness Heh, I had a really good weekend. I got to see super size me (A McDonald's lover subjects himself to a month of nothing but the restaurant's food, eating it for breakfast, lunch and dinner. A cavalcade of horrified doctors, nutritionists, and obesity experts weigh in on Spurlock's experiment, the country's eating habits, and resulting obesity epidemic. Winner of the Director's Award for documentary at the 2004 Sundance Film Festival.) and it was really good. Then I went camping and got to leave early, so paola and i had the house to ourselves and we just danced around in our bathing suits. It was madness fun. I went to bed at 6 haha. John and Pat got me the same CD for my birthday which I found awkwardly funny, two days after pat gives me the present, John walks up saying happy birthday with the same thing in his hand. I'm like thanks john and give him a hug. I could barely tell him that I already had it but pat made that easy for me and I started to laugh. Oh what fun haha, I got to go to the beach at the campsite but then there was this crazy ranger. He was so power hungry that he walked around looking for trouble without a flashlight or his car, just hid behind trees and cars, eavesdropping and spying to check for wine or commotion of any sort. To one couple, he came up to their tent and said open up as he banged on their tent because they had a radio on and then freaked out at them. Ahk what a jerk. I find bothered by their kind now, lol I was at quick check at 3 in the morning and there was a cop there and I just glared at him thinking why do I find your presense so offensive and then I remembered it was because of that ranger... there is of course more to the story but I'm lazy and refuse to type it all out into words. Okay well I guess thats the summary there to my weekend. Tomorrow is my driving test. I cringe in nervousness. Current Mood: busy (2 comments \| Leave a comment)
May 24th, 2004
08:20 pm [Link]	Sorry for yelling Stoner Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla So I'm glad people had fun, pat was a pleasant surprise :) heh, okay so I have not updated this livejournal in ages, and it just seemed fit to update now. I just read Eragon wow it is such a good book! haha on another note, Saturdays my birthday yay, and then Tuesday I go for my drivers test oh man I'm nervous teehe ahk ok my hands are sore and I've been sitting for way too long now so I'll update tomorrow perhaps, depending on public interest needs&requests. Current Mood: drained (Leave a comment)
April 11th, 2004
07:39 pm [Link]	I've forgotton my locker combination, I've forgotton what classes I take I am at a point in my life where I cannot find anything wrong with it. I just had the best week I could ask for, and at home with no car might I add. Not one moment was I complaing of major boredom and loneliness. I'm excited too because I might get to go camping with my brother, he invited me to go with him, andrea, pat and someone from his work. They all say I can go and my moms response is we need to have a talk but from the looks on their faces I'm hoping they say yes so badly. That would be amazing, and kill bill 2 comes out soon, I'm excited. I want to work so that I can have some money on my own, and eat at nobu the best japanese restauraunt I've ever been to. But my dependency is stopping me because I DONT know where to work. Sigh, Mattie is adorable, I love it when she comes up to lay on my lap and purr endlessly. Her fur is so soft and silky. I need to find something to do, because the fact that its easter and tomorrows school, I'm bored and lonely, but only slightly so maybe I should just read and take a shower. Reading actually sounds like a GREAT idea right now.. You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is the most free-spirited and adventurous. You like camping, hiking, or interaction with other people. Your a social butterfly, but not because of your style, but because of your willingness to communicate with everyone. You probably have close friends who can rely on you because you always seem to know whats going on in the world. You love music and are free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A born leader and great explorer-dont ever change-the world needs more people like you. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: happy Current Music: beck (Leave a comment)
April 5th, 2004
02:40 pm [Link]	What a crazy weekend sO, i went to abyss with natalia james and paola last night. It was hilarious because paola and i pretended to be lesbians and there was a big cirlce of guys gawking at us, and when any of them tried to dance with us or join in I would either hit them saying back of shes mine or pick her up and she would kick them. They'd put their arms up laughing and continue watching hopelessly. Heh, yeah but what a joke for the price wish I was in south africa for some clubs, which reminds me alexandra is in the US but alas she may not come over, I would so take her to the club like I promised but she is in NY rrrg... Again, played poker saturday night I won 35 so I stopped playing at 2 but hung around until 6:30, went to bed at 7 and it was quite amusing because everyone slept over, andrea, pat, dan and paola lol... yeah and So, I won a fifty dollar bill... and took the hundred, so now I have a gambling stash of money lol, lowest bill I have is a twenty heh and two fifties,geez I hate loving money it sucks. I love this song though wow its so drifty and great. Looks LIke I'll be playing the insomniac this week, last night I went to bed at 3 or 3:30 and thats the earliest I went to bed so far, and I only went to bed because it was too late to join in on the poker game and paola was asleep so.. meh but yeah no sleep all party harty all week lol gee wiz I have some phone calls to make... allright jsut thougT i WOULD do the pleasure of updating this thing, (begging for some comments)sorry aboiut the typos but I'm too lazy to fix them... yep yep if anyone wants to hang out with me this week then call me or something... dont know about rides though since my dads in NY and moms in floridageewee I'm so RESTLESS i need to do something. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Rfor a dream (Leave a comment)
March 28th, 2004
10:55 am [Link]	I can't sit still I'm so tired let me sleep oh I can't stand it This weekend is pretty much over. so much, wow I had no sleep because of my addictions and now I'm exhausted and wanting to sleep for a week. Yet, I miss everyone and I can't sleep because it scares me when I wake up nobody will be there, unless they slept with me, but its sad, and I'm confused. I passed out last night with five people sleeping in my room, somehow I wake up with all of them there and it was confusing. Now my hands are numb and I can't stand that pain. Spring Break is nearing and thats nice. That means sleep time, that means that I'll not have to go to school. I can't even type I can't even understand what the hell I'm talking about either oh well Current Mood: sick (Leave a comment)
March 20th, 2004
04:02 pm [Link]	One strawberry daiquiri turned into two. Two strawberry daiquiris turned into three, turned to... I'm tired. Staying awake from 6 AM Friday to 6 AM today is perhaps, a strain? Four hours of sleep isn't enough. Or was it three? In fact I was so wearily tired, delirious so, that I don't remember going to bed. So past my state of yesterday and today passing to morning, with sunrise shining through the windows, I don't remember collapsing into an abyss of warm thick covers. Long and big enough to lift my legs and arms and not get a crack of wickedly cold air to touch me. Sigh, I'm so sore and this three hour playing of stereo time full of the beatles is relaxing. I wish I had some energy. Should I have eaten something? I'm not hungry and yet when I think of food, its mechanical, habitual, at a given time I eat. Not if I'm full, not because I'm hungry, but because its my routine. Today sleep and soreness, laziness to get out of bed prevents that. Not to worry for I'm not hungry. Too bad I have to babysit tonight. Money is kind of pointless now, I only like to have it, not really use it. I'm wandering, perhaps another nap will calm my straying words down. Current Mood: sore Current Music: the beatles (Leave a comment)

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